Saturday, 19 June 2010

100 Years.

Now that I'm back from my week-long vacation, I am more than happy to get back to my regular life!

You may have noticed that I changed my blog layout... Yet again. x.x I'M SORRY!!! I'm just having problems settling on one!!! Hopefully, THIS will be the one!
(I just get bored so easily...)

Yesterday I went to the library to drop off some books... I rode my bike up there at about 9:30 am. The library hours are weekdays: 2-8pm, so I was just going to put them in the drop box (which I did do). But... When I got there... The 'open' sign was turned. To 'Open'. I thought somebody had just forgotten to turn it the night before, but the door was unlocked, too. :/ Here was when I got this image from was felt just like an anime. (Geeeek!) You know, the 'chosen one' living his/her daily life, finds a door unlocked that's supposed to be locked, and adventures ensue!
...Unfortunately, I am a chicken, and I just turned away and rode by bike down the walk, as much as I really wanted to investigate. I was afraid of getting caught. v.v This disappoints me greatly.

Recently a friend told me that he needs a break from our friendship. I completely respect and understand this, but still, it's hard. Over my vacation I finally drew the Pirate Wolf of Justice (after a year of nagging), and when I found it yesterday, I got all excited... Then I realized that I couldn't show it to him.
I'd post it here, but I promised him a year ago that he would be the first to see it. ;)
I'm just wondering what's going to happen to our perfect trio now. This break isn't supposed to last long, but what if it really does? I'm terrified of losing this person as a friend. And losing our perfect trio.
Well... I'm going to try to not think about it too much. Which is increasingly difficult.

"And oh, the awkward ways,
That you recoil when I get close,
And oh, the awful grin,
That greets me when I know I'm wrong,
So down on hands and knees,
Choking, gasping, dripping spit,
I just can't make good on any of these promises"


It's just a really good song. All of Straylight Run's songs are.

g h o s t i e

PS. I updated my playlist. Check it out at the bottom of my blog!

10 comments:

Muffin Panda Plushie said...

You silly silly girl, our trio is no where near perfect. But I wouldnt have it any other way.

???? said...

our trio rocks... cant wait till we're all back together again.... *sniffle* court i rly love the new layout, it is gorrrgeous!! you so should have gone in to the library!! if it says open~ i mean come on grl, live a little ;). it could have been the beginning of the rest of your life as a ninnnnja!

Muffin Panda Plushie said...

Well, you don't have to wait too long, since I will be coming to youth group. Btw, Kara, would you still like to come to JaFax with us?

Ghostie said...

Thanks so much, Kara! <33 (about the layout.)

Well, to tell you the truth, I did really want to go inside, but I was terrified that if I did, Loretta would come out, being all, "RAWR YOU CAN'T BE IN HERE!!! D:<<<" ...Even after 16 years, that woman intimidates me.

???? said...

@court you're welcome!! i know tho, she is reaaly scary, she has that mum voice that sends chills down my spine *shudder
@plushie sweeeet! i CAN torture you sometime in the near future (mwahaha) and what is JaFax? im confuzzled...

Ghostie said...

JaFax is the convention I've been telling you about. ^.^

Muffin Panda Plushie said...

Yeah, it's the convention I invited you to a little while ago, we talked about it a bit.

???? said...

riiiiiiiiite okay. i sooo knew that *ahem.* anyways, plushie i was telling court i dont think i can come cuz im sposed to be covering for someone doing kid stuff at church... what time would we be back? if not b4 like 4 ish, then i cant go :/

Muffin Panda Plushie said...

Darn it, that sucks. I don't think we'll be back by then =/ Sorry you can't go. But Jason might be coming, and he said he'd give us a ride. If he's not coming, then I don't think we'll be able to go, because I have no other ideas for a ride. Again, it's too bad you can't come =(

zooom said...

ohhh man! i really wanted to go :/... why is everything on saturday?? ive been invited to like 5 diferent things on saturday, wazzup with that?????? oh, hope you find a way to go!